I'm an alien

And I tell myself to keep holding on.

9:23 AM 12 October 2007,3.15 am.

but I think you've had enough.It`s all up to you now.

It left me crying till morning,I was overcome with fatigue(cos I haven`t had a good night's rest for 4 consecutive nights) that I almost overslept in the train on the way to school.Now,here I am,smiles sheepishly and inserts a sly grin.


And dear,it sucks when the odds are against us.You said you miss me,but I miss you more.I really need you beside me here now.Just the 2 of us.All these people coming in between are always playing with my thoughts,no matter how hard I try not to let it affect me.Cheesy,but I wish you knew.


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I`m sorry that I was not enough
I`m sorry that I didn`t have enough
I`m sorry that I was too much
I`m sorry I fussed over you
I really didn`t mean to
It`s just the way I am
I`m sorry I didn`t care enough
Or did I care too much
I guess I`ll never know
I`m sorry I didnt have the world
I`m sorry I fell short of your expectations
I`m sorry I wasn`t good enough
I`m sorry I don`t know what I was thinking
I`m sorry that I shame you
I`m sorry I really didn`t mean to
I`m sorry I never saw you cry

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STOP PUTTING THE BLAME ON ME OKAY.